Sometimes I start arguments...

[Jealousy]

I didn't know that he was going to dinner with her until he was about to leave and I asked him why he shaved and if he was going somewhere. Normally he doesn't care if he's a little scruffy, so I knew he was up to something.

I told him last night, in the midst of our texts, that he can pick his stuff up today and be gone. Though of course now I feel horrible for it as he lost his job at the end of summer and literally has no money as he doesn't qualify for benefits. Knowing that he will more than likely stay with her kills me.

I also told him to leave his key. When we seperated last year I asked him for his house key back and he got really upset, said I was making him feel unwelcome, HELLO? He left me!

I think he wants to experience life without me but doesn't want to lose his comfort zone. He has this thought in his head that he'll be able to see our kids whenever he wants and we will remain friends and have outings together with our new bf/gf and go to each others weddings (he has actually said this before). Not only does he have grass is greener syndrome, he has head in the clouds syndrome too!