Punkin

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But for the life of me, I don't feel angry.

Neither did I or so I thought.

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I just want it over and done with

I thought I did too - until I looked inside of myself and was brutally honest with myself. Maybe you are being honest and this is what you really want. IMO (and opinions are like as*holes, everybodies got one), your not done. IMO, you are starting to feel good and live your life BUT your really not done. Maybe someone has "peaked" your interest and you feel that life really does not look that bad. That sista, is not a reason to be done.

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I'm signing the papers

Okay....sign'em. As long as you can look at yourself in the mirror and know that YOU did everything you could. And FTR, you don't have to answer this for me or anyone else on these boards - only to yourself.

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I'm not standing

F*ck standing what about healing? Healing takes time.

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I can't fix him

BUT you can fix YOU. That is unless you feel that there is nothing wrong with you.

Since I have been here Punkin...I have seen you angry

Then all of sudden, your fine with this. You have accepted it and you are ready to move on or just not fight. I think it's bullchit.

Have you had dinner with that friend that was interested in you?

FTR, I like you punkin. I really do. Chit If I ever head out to your neck of woods..i can see if having a beer and getting into a bar fight. I want the best for you Punkin....so please look inside yourself.

Eric


"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans