I want my boys to have a normal life, whenever I have them, I plan something they love to do, or a new adventure for us. Sometimes it is overwhelming, sometimes I don't know what to do(I had to have the girl in the sneaker outlet recheck the sizing of his new school sneakers because I wasn't sure).
They are great kids that I love dearly, there isn't a time that I drop them off that I don't get teary eyed watching them leave.
I miss having them wait for me when I come home from work, I miss reading to them every night, giving them a bath, watching them grow daily.
I look in their room everynight before I goto bed, I know they aren't there, but I still look anyway.
My marriage failure was 1/2 my fault, my wife left me for another man, but I feel my kids are being 100% punished. I am being punished.
Last edited by Lostinlife; 10/12/1001:35 PM.
M-38 W-37 T-16,M-11 (Oct 30,1999) S-5 S-2 Wife left 7/4/2010
"When life hands you a lemon, say, 'Oh yeah, I like lemons! What else ya got?" — Henry Rollins
