H called this a.m. to talk to the kids and then started crying because he feels they don't really care to talk him and don't say much on the phone. I guess he is expecting them to say they miss him and such. I don't know. They are 8 1/2 and 5 years old, they don't say much on the phone in general. I told him I understand that he feels hurt. He asked why I wasn't saying anything and I said because I don't really know what to say.
Work was busy today which is great!
H texted me this afternoon and said "where do we go from here..I am lost..and haven't got a clue...I picked up a couple pumpkins for the kids..."
(Him and his ... through all his texts, it's gotten so annoying! He never used to do that.)
I replied and said "I don't know what to say. You are saying that you cannot change. I can't help you decide what you want for your life". No response and no call tonight from him for the kids.
I don't know what I am feeling right now. Kind of feels like acceptance of everything. I'm not mad. I'm not upset. I'm not sad.
