Punkin, here's the thing - it matters not what or why your h is doing what he is doing. Really, it doesnt.

What matters is whether or not you are going to live your life for you. Whether or not you are going to love your h enough to let him go.

If you hold onto the anger, it weighs you down. It stops you from continuing to move forward.

Put your marriage safely away.

Start to really detach.

Get to gettin'.