Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

he moved her in. 3 days after he told d14 that he would be at some point. (nothing like giving a heads up!)

then on her weekend.. he took new woman on a date and left d14 to babysit (she did have a friend over) but it was his weekend with her - he used her to be a babysitter.

he has now got a new "Family". brings boy to her games - and brought new woman as well. i met her - actually stood proud, shook her hand and introduced myself.

it is all so strange. he comes to softball to see his daughter and leaves with boy. goes off to his new family.

it has messed with my head some.. she seems to be everything that i wasn't. "money, high society, fake boobs.." so often in our marriage i felt "less then". He had a way of making me feel like that.. some of our fights were about him making me feeling like trash.. like someone lower then him. And now - now he has this woman...

on the outside he looks wealthy, handsome, happy. i think he is.. i still can't disconnect. i want to.