The hardest thing I've ever done.

[Royloveshiswife]

You can't make her change her mind, she has to want to do that. you don't want to make her anyway. You want her to want to. Keep worrying about you and your children. I had to make that decision. Also, I would try to stop worrying about what she is doing. I know that's hard, but you'll drive yourself crazy doing that. I had to decide I would love her unconditionally and forever. That vow takes a new meaning when your spouse says they don't love you and want to go out with their friends without you. Tough. You want to make it, you have a new job. Loving from a distance. It's hard, trust me it is. But, if faith can move mountains (and I know it can), I believe it can soften my wifes heart. I know thats harder, but God knows the key to her heart better than I ever could. And I have faith that he wants us to stay together. "Proverbs 5-18,19 May your fountain be blessed, and may you rejoice in the wife of your youth. A loving doe, a graceful deer— may her breasts satisfy you always, may you ever be captivated by her love."