Sky's wife, it's not easy, sometimes my thoughts go dark. But I refuse to live in that state of mind. It produces nothing but pain. Don't want to feel that. I work on myself a lot. In a way, this is a good thing. I found out, I don't like me very much. But i used to like me, but I had changed and not for the better. So I also working on being the man I set out to be. She fell in love with that guy, and I pray she will again. Even on the outside chance she doesn't, I still have to like me. There are 3 songs that play regularly on my radios that inspire me: Lead Me by Sanctus Real, That's what Faith Can Do by Kutless, and Man I Wanna Be by Chris Young. I don't own the Cd's. They just play a lot on my radio. And always at the right times to lift my spirits. God loves us and He KNOWS whats best for us. But moving on has never been an option. My faith has never waivered and it never will.
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M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.
