Wife is cheating, am sad but confused?

[HopelessInLove]

I have been struggling with thoughts of moving back in to house. I know it may be the wrong move for me I just need perspective. I know that I can detach better if out of the house.

And something I left out the OM is supposedly engaged (that was what my W told me before about OM). Maybe OM is engaged to my W, LOL. W has not worn wedding rings for 5 years now. Before W said ILYBNIL she and another married friend were out, this friend does not wear her rings either, were talking to a friend who owns a resturant. He said something to the effect of why they were not married. W and friend told the owner we are, we just don't feel it necessary to have the rings on and to flaunt it, besides we know what our limits are. How messed up that is?

Had a great time with kids this weekend. Went to the park, played around house, spent individual time with each child, and took them to church. W ended up being at church with us. During the sign of peace she even leaned in and kissed my cheek. Was not expecting it and just kept on moving. I acted as if.