I'm now healing and moving forward

[ericmsant2]

All

I have been reading my old thread the past few days and decided to add them to my current thread in the hope that maybe it will help someone esle.

What I can say having read these again is….Wow…what a journey it has been.

As I am sure most of you already know….Be warned….before reading these…they are NOT G rated.

My very first thread….entitled “Help – I’m new to this”
A very short thread…
1st Thread

My second thread…entitled “Thinking of calling it a day and filing LS” FTR, I went through the “I’m done” moments probably about 5 times. So when one of you newbies are posting that your done – I’ve been their done that. This is the phase that I like to call…”you’re really pissed off and you just want to say F it”.
2nd Thread

My Third thread….entitled “what should I do”. If anyone want’s see fear, anger, panic all mixed in one – go read this thread. A very interesting debate on if one should confront the spouse about a PA. At the end of this thread it is interesting…I can see now where I started to change, albeit small changes…but changes none the less. I have to say reading this thread was so inspirational.
3rd Thread

My fourth Thread entitle “struggling with hope”. Interesting to read this now. I can see my cycling, I can see some growth, I can still see anger I can see the struggle. Man, change is hard!
4th Thread

My 5th thread….”I’m back and finding me”…a little bit of the “I’m done phase” going on as well as some real realizations of where I am/was at that time.
5th Thread

In all of these thread you will see just how crazy MLC is. Some of the comments my W has made over the past year really just amaze me.

I hope that these post will help someone.

What I will say to all newbies....

Never give up on YOURSELF

We all have the strength to become what we want to be

Never say never

and remeber....Love really does conquer all!

Cat - thank you for your inspiring post that really made me go back and read these. Thank you.

God Bless,
Eric