Not weird, normal. We are only human, it's not in our nature to constantly strive for something withou having moments of doubt about it. KEM has some good advice for you, though I know how hard it is to follow.
I've been trying to follow the advice given, and I truely appreciate all of it. I was in such a dark place in my mind, and very frustrated I needed others opinions. One thing, I don't have a great support system, so I rely on these boards and praying.
I hate to see anyones marriage go down, I honestly believe almost anything can be saved. I have given the space, I just never thought she would go to this extreme.
I don't want to see my family fail. That's what it comes down to.
Prayer is a helluva support system. If it weren't for my renewed faith, I never would have made it this far.
