I will tell you not to beat yourself up BUT your going to do it anyway.
What I can tell you is that admitting your role is a very important step. If you did not see where you failed, well then ya can't fix it.
If your anything like me then you are going to try and PUSH yourself to be PERFECT. AND you will want to be perfect NOW.
I can tell you that you will not be perfect. You never will. That is God's job not yours.
You job is simple....
Be the MAN (not God)...that you want to be.
Your steppin dude...keep it up.
Oh...and in a few days/weeks when you begin to doubt yourself..I want YOU to know that I BELIEVE in YOU and will be here to push your as*. Now go have beer will ya.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
