IB - you are so much stronger than you give yourself credit for! It pains me to see you so depressed. This too will pass with time. try not to dwell on it - put that stop sign up in your mind and watch a movie (NOT A MOVIE ON LIFETIME! that station would kill any one of us right now!)read a crime novel, take a walk with a friend and have them talk about thier problems so you don't have to think about yours. Friends always start to tell me what problems they are having and then they stop and say, "oh I am sorry! Here I am rambling on about my stupid problems and you have your situation!" I just laugh and say THANK GOD i am not alone! keep talking so I can stop thinking about my life right now!
I am thinking about you - take care
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12
