I didn't text him at all. He called early this morning, but I had D12 answer my cell. once he talked to her for a while he asked to talk to me.
He thanked me for helping him. He said that he knows that it was hard for me to tell him some of the things I did (about his parents) and that he knows I am afraid to tell him because he might get mad, but he couldn't imagine hearing this painful stuff about his family from someone other than me. He said that he knows I told him that i don't want to talk to him except for kids, house or finances, but that he just couldn't imagine not talking to me. That he knows its hard but he needs me in his life and that he knows that is f@%ked up. All I said was your welcome for the help.
I got off the phone and realized that detaching from him was driving him nuts! good. keep detaching TAMF but be nice.
He is still seeing other woman. can't fix that - only he can.
I am okay as I can be - and better than I was 3 months ago. I have spent the day with friends watching the Chicago Bears beat Carolina and then to make the day even better...I watched the Packers get beat in overtime. God gives me these little treasures when I least expect them! I have been smiling all day because I feel good. I haven't had a relapse.
By the way Eric - laughed out loud (so much so that I had to SPELL it out) when you wrote what you would say if you had just had sex. TOO FUNNY!
Thanks for keeping me focused everyone! You all are fantastic!
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12
