Well - another weekend passes and I don't seem to be any better off than I was 4 months ago when H left. I make it through the weekdays pretty well - but the weekends are lonely and I find myself depressed. I accomplish some things - but not as much as I should. I often feel lost. There are times when I just can't believe how easily he has disposed of me. There are times when I can't believe all of the horrendous infidelities that he engaged in - that he disclosed to me - and that he has absolutely NO remorse. So...
I need to begin to answer the questions that I have been avoiding. I want to begin to dream again - have a vision for what I want.
I want to heal...
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
