Lost. It's never too late to have hope/faith. You're the one in control of your life, what you do, where you want to go. Just be warned, it's really easy to talk yourself into giving up when your perspective gets depressing.
Thanks, I still want to have faith, and I still have hope(I am the only one right now) I honestly do.I am not wired to be a part time Dad, I hate it.
I was OK with it (not speaking) for the first few weeks, it's how indifferent she is to me that is starting to get to me. She leads me to believe that it is just over.
She is the type of person that even if she changes her mind, she'll go down with the ship.
I see such a difference in my older boy, she didn't, said he is fine, and this is for the best.
Last edited by Lostinlife; 10/11/1012:47 AM.
M-38 W-37 T-16,M-11 (Oct 30,1999) S-5 S-2 Wife left 7/4/2010
"When life hands you a lemon, say, 'Oh yeah, I like lemons! What else ya got?" — Henry Rollins
