Personally I like the idea of a Greatest Hits CD, you know the kind, where it includes all the best tunes from over the years with a few great new ones mixed in.
I like this.
Originally Posted By: CD Bear
Thanks for this. Oddly, last night I was struck by a thought that diturbs me a little. I was overcome with the feeling that maybe I'm not as different as I think I am. It's unnerving to doubt your own sincerity. I'm gonna have to think about this some more. I may only be doubting how "ingrained' the changes are but it bothers me.
You are in a way better place than you think you are. It's good to re-evaluate your part tho...make sure the changes are for you and making you happy with yourself. You will not continue to make progress without checking in on yourself every now and then.
My comment to you last night was to let you know that I FINALLY made it to the outside of my forest. Now when I turned around to see what I was in...I don't like what I see. Now it's time to work on me, nothing to blame my feelings on anymore. I too see how overwhelming it is...it is so overwhelming at times I just freeze in my tracks. I just need to push through.
You are doing good Friend, just keep working through the thoughts. You have a tremendous support group and you are not alone.
