Thank you Rabbit,

I should have let him go at the beginning too. Hindsight would have had me doing several things very differently.

The OW will continue to be a painful reminder to me. I loathe her existence. I cannot change that, it has taken me 5 years to reach total acceptance. I will be better off alone than in this battle.

Letting go is where I belong....I want peace and quiet and nothing more....

The next few months will be tumultuous sorting out property and money. After that I can be me and seek out some of my desires and make some of the changes I have planned for my son and I.

I am looking forward to the future....

Sanderika


ME48/H48MLC
T 33y
M 28y
S16
OW 8/7/05
Bomb 8/16/05
Sep 9/05
H f'd D 10/3/08
D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09
D dismissed 2/5/10
H served me D papers again 9/4/10
D dismissed 9/26/11