I should have let him go at the beginning too. Hindsight would have had me doing several things very differently.
The OW will continue to be a painful reminder to me. I loathe her existence. I cannot change that, it has taken me 5 years to reach total acceptance. I will be better off alone than in this battle.
Letting go is where I belong....I want peace and quiet and nothing more....
The next few months will be tumultuous sorting out property and money. After that I can be me and seek out some of my desires and make some of the changes I have planned for my son and I.
I am looking forward to the future....
Sanderika
ME48/H48MLC T 33y M 28y S16 OW 8/7/05 Bomb 8/16/05 Sep 9/05 H f'd D 10/3/08 D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09 D dismissed 2/5/10 H served me D papers again 9/4/10 D dismissed 9/26/11