Not even sure that I should be here. But here I am.
Don`t know if I even want a different marriage with H. Certain I don`t want the old one.
We are so close to going legal on this. My affidavits are on my desk as I type, waiting for me to revise them and send them back to sol for court.
And H was away again for most of the weekend. Just came back this pm to eat lunch and go again.This time with D. But saying nothing about where he was.
Is that enough of an effort?
He hasn`t been around for the past three weekends and the kids tell me he`s going to his mother`s next weekend. So I`m left to do everything around here. A very old place indeed.
At this point I`m standing still. Just watching to see why he has improved his humour so radically around the kids and me. No more deep sullen moods, no more anger.
I really need to know why that is.What is intentions are-to win me back or just fare better with custody and maintenance issues.
Doesn`t feel like he wants me at all.
And I`m not desperate for him either.
Just glad it`s calmer around here and that he`s more involved with the kids.
Not enough to stay married though.
Ok, off to catch up on some of your posts Cat! Hope you`re doing well!
