You're post beat mine. I am sorry for what I just read.
I am soooo sorry.
All I can say is continue what you are doing. It isn't over til it's over.
(((((Hugs))))) my friend, sleep well.
Sanderika
ME48/H48MLC T 33y M 28y S16 OW 8/7/05 Bomb 8/16/05 Sep 9/05 H f'd D 10/3/08 D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09 D dismissed 2/5/10 H served me D papers again 9/4/10 D dismissed 9/26/11