Now I'm Walking Away Part 2

[FindingMyVoice]

Watched some TV shows together when the Ds were in bed, had a few drinks, then ML.

If you are intent on walking out on her, then why would you do this??

Because I'm an idiot. I still love her, am still attracted to her, and combine that with a few drinks, and voila!

And so do you still think she's not attracted to you?

But to me it's a really clear wake up call that makes it hard for me to trust anything I see.

And if you ML to her right before you're going to walk out on her, can you also see how she has reason not to trust anything she sees, either?