What do I think about my husband? I think he is lost, lost in the sense of he really does not understand life, what is im portant, priorities, how to do the right thing.

I think there is good in him, when it suits him, moments of goodness,very immature and selfish. i believe he thought that having a family- meaning me and the kids was going to be easy, you just get married and everything is just dandy.

i believe he is a coward and like most WAS's took the easy route, but doesn't understand that after divorce it is even harder and same arguments are there, on and on and on.

i haven't been good to myself, so i don't think i love myself that well.

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline