Just finished reading all 130+ pages of your sitch. Your first post could have been written by me. Reads like a novel. I wish I had words of wisdom that have not already been written. I'm sorry that I don't. I will say that gucci's most recent post rings true. You are re-writing history.
As an engineer (ok formerly an engineer) myself I see what you are doing. You are trying, repeatedly to engineer you M. I do think you might have had opportunities. But I won’t dwell on them. You seem to be at your best when you focus on your music and let go. I think you will never get the “remorse” you feel you deserve. If you are not OK with that, then I think you are the bottleneck here and you are making it harder on everyone.
I will say that I think I’ve learned a lot from you and your threads. I hope what I’ve learned isn’t true, but I fear that it is. Good luck, and stay around.
M:37 W:34 M:4 years T:6 years No Kids A disclosed - 9/1/2010 W asks for separation - 10/19/2010 Moving on - 10/24/2010 A ends (and I believe her) - 12/2010 Content - 3/1/2011 Served - 3/18/2011 D Day - 6/20/2011
