Not sure where to start or end, WAW? - #3

[john28]

Just when I was doing so well I backslid a bit. She asked me out to dinner last night after she got off work and she said that her uncle lost his job (who she's staying with) so she was really worried about where she was going to live and didn't want to be there while he didn't have a job.

I look back on it now and see it was a test that I failed. I opened up myself and told her that it might be possible she comes back home.... ugh. Major backslide, big one. She replied that she wasn't going to come home anytime in the future because she didn't trust me and she wanted to get this legal S, etc.

I know, backslide. I'm beating myself up over it. After that small backslide I did more of the same, told her that we were going to go into major debt with her moving out. Big mistake, night didn't end well.

I failed the test. I got upset in front of her too, which sucks. I was doing pretty well and felt in control but she tested me and I failed again.

Oh well, I can't go back and get a re-do. Just have to keep moving forward.