Everything is fine with H. He came and stayed with the kids last night so I could go out and hang with my girlfriends.
Sometimes I wonder if it's all an act to try to get me to feel bad for him.
I just don't see this turning out well based on what he's saying. He just keeps saying he doesn't think he can BE any other way and that I don't deserve that. That he believes this "chronic need for affirmation from other women" is just who HE is. I said "well, you are CHOOSING to be that way then"
Just doesn't look good. I don't even know what I want anymore.
Side note: I noticed that he secretly looked at my cell phone records this morning. He deleted the history on the computer, but he failed to delete the temporary internet files which showed me that he was on verizon. I know that he was looking at my records because he tore off a piece of paper from a note pad that I could see what he wrote because of the imprint on the page below it. He had one of my friends cell phone numbers written down, (one that I was texting with last night) as if he was going to check and see whose number it is. Weird. Whatever.
