H4L its not like you chose to be in an "abusive marriage" H changed it into one..
Hugs it cant be nice gaining the clarity that you are finding but at the same time its all moving on.. you have grown so much in the last eighteen months, keep looking forward to where you and little S are going..
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!