Hey lost rabbit, Glad to hear things are good with you & you had a good summer!! I’m not on here as much as I use too, but wanted to say hi. Well not much has changed for my situation.
Not sure if anything will change at all & if it does it probably will be after the D. W still have deep feelings for OM & they may be seeing each other for all I know. This whole year has been a long & draining process; somedays are good & others I'm not sure where I stand at all.
Lately we have been talking a little more than in past months. Partly b/c I’m tired of being cold at times, & just trying to keep working at the forgiveness part. We are great friends not what I want, but can’t change her feelings either.
I’M just tired of being angry, scared, feeling hopeless, & a failure at times. I move to a new apartment next month maybe it's a new start.
I know I can find someone else out there, but there is no one like my W, so I guess that’s why I still have some hope. Well off to finish some school work talk to ya later.
