bluestar, right now, going dark is to figure out what I want. WH was so emotionally abusive to me every time I spoke with him that I needed to separate myself from him completely. I will look into that book, though. Thanks.
SMM, I am starting to wonder if WH will ever turn around. The lie is too big now. He is ruining everything in his life. He is going to become like his two uncles who have never lived on their own, never taken care of themselves. WH never did that, either. Went from living at home to living with me, then both of us in his family's house. When he felt me pushing to move forward in life, he totally freaked and destroyed it all.
It's my friend's birthday tomorrow, and a bunch of us are going out to celebrate! I am looking forward to a chance to let loose a bit.
H32 Me32 together:10 M:5 No kids ILYBINILWY 7/28/10 OW found 8/15 A exposed 8/31 I Move 9/3 Dark 10/1
