I don't feel mad at him. Frustrated, disappointed, jealous, all kinds of emotions but not really mad. Wouldn't punch him if I had the chance. Worried for his mental health, definitely. Case in point: You've obviously read my thread that H responded to my email with "Thanks, I'll send my list to my lawyer." This was done at about 6:30 last evening.
Before I came to this site, I checked my email. He had emailed again. Today. At 12:13 P.M.
"I also meant with the are we still on for Friday.....was meeting at the lawyers office.....I know I told you no I was not coming to Waldron....thanks...."
Would you think he's a few bricks shy of a load?
Why do I think he is in MLC? Despite his health problems and drinking, and the mental horror show in his mind while sleeping, he was above all a loving, doting grandfather. He hasn't seen some of them now in over 6 months. Doesn't talk to our kids. Tries to act as if he is 17 instead of about to retire. Scoffed at all things technical. Hated cell phones. Now has a Blackberry. Made fun of people on FaceBook. Guess what? Picks a girlfriend our oldest son's age who is into country and barrel racing of all things, and he has always hated anything to to with Country. A full blooded Ozzie Osbourne Fan. AND he hates horses.
Mad at him, no. Pity him for the waste he is making of his life, yes. Anger at the hurt he has done our children and grands, he11 yes.
