And after a year of wussy behavior, we now find our hero transformed with new life and new ambitions......
Originally Posted By: BeTheMan
I'm about to go over 100 pages.... Is there a lifetime achievement award for that??
I did not comment at all on her FB status, and yes, it is a good thing.
At the risk of RobX getting angry....here's an update...
Last Thurs I texted WAW and asked if she wanted to have tea at her place after work. I know...I know...no persuing. But, trust me on this one, it wasn't that kind of thing at all and it was a tactical move.
Anyway...I went and we talked about some kids stuff, work etc. She initiated a cuddle of sorts, but I made sure to take things no further than how you would treat a friend having a bad day, which she was. She said several times that she misses me etc.
The most interesting things were what she texted when I left. I will quote directly from my phone:
"You just left. The pain I feel is physical. I miss you more than I can verbalize"
Seeing you is torture to me. I don't think you understand that"
"I love you. Completely. This is very difficult"
"That's ok. Used to being alone and in pain. Good to see you though".
The last one was in response to my only response which basically was "not sure what to say" kind of thing.
I have made no mention of the texts since then and have acted like nothing happened.
I am GAL more than ever and that one date with the 25 year old has opened my mind to dating more and all of a sudden there are women everywhere. As I said to WAW (yes on purpose) "I must be putting off single vibes now".
It seems that WAW is starting to feel that I am FINALLY moving on and since it's real now, she knows that too.
I am feeling the best I have in the last year and for the first time ever I am truly doubting if I actually want to save my marriage after all.
Robx - Coach - Puppy etc. It took me way to long to get here and all I can say once again, is thanks for not giving up on me, even when I deserved it!!!
