H's resignation was announced yesterday.He feels sad and upset. But he says he is happy with his decision. I have been trying to be "there" for him and he has been very tender and nice. He says he isnt worried about the future granted we will be down 50% of our montly income. So from living a comfortable life and saving we will have to adjust our life style a little bit now. Funny, now that he will have time, money will become an issue. I dont care and he say he doenst give a f@ck. We will be fine.
Last night I was watching a live TV show and guess who was at the audience? OW. I was shocked or anything. I actually feel we will be meeting accidentaly one of these days. At the airport or elsewhere. I didnt get mad and she didnt look that good. She looked like normal woman. I realise I am still mad at her but I am now seeing her with some kind of twisted compassion. She has gotten so close a few times and she was left, as she feared, with nothing. The consequences of what was a passionate story for her, are huge for me but...what can I do?
This is an era of change for me and my life. And I am staying low, trying to get ready for what will come. K
