Soleil,

You're right I am in Limbo. I know it's one that I created but that doesn't mean it's any less frustrating.

I know I'm not inadequate but I it's hard to remember when things are heated and that's when I end up in that miserable place.

I will keep reading 'our' Rocky quote. I'll read it until I don't need it anymore.

Smooches to all of you for being their and helping me.
Doodi


"I feel like Rocky in the fifteenth round, beaten beyond recognition, when I realize, the only person I've been fighting for is...myself."