I apologized because I felt like I had started unnessasary drama. Not on purpose though. I talked to this lady because she was asking about how we were doing. It was on the day I had confronted my H about it. I was still trying to process it all. Just needed to talk to someone about it that knew our whole sitch. I had no other motive for telling her. I trusted her.
I know he has a right to feel what he feels. I understand that. What I hate is that he is taking this out on me. How he is treating me is upsetting to me. I have forgiven him for so many things in the past, it bothers me that he is being so hard on me for really something he did. It may be wrong to feel that way, but that is how i feel. Maybe it just takes him longer to forgive. He did say he accepted my apology....but it didnt make him feel better.
Im just trying to process all of this today. I feel horrible about it. Trying to work on accepting how I feel and move forward.
Last edited by kissak; 10/08/1001:33 PM.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
