I understand it's asking alot of you to wait and I can't promise where my thoughts will be when I get myself figured out. If you don't want to wait, that is your choice and I will accept it but I'm not going anywhere until my head is straight or you tell me to go.
So that's what I've said, over and over again. That's why the decision is his to make.
But deep behind my walls, I don't think I'm done with us...at least I'm praying I'm not.
Doodi,
From your posts, it sounds like you kind of want of your M and are in limbo on how to best approach that. You say the decision is his to make but what about you? Relationships are hard but it almost sounds like you are stringing him along until you figure out what you want.
Your H is no doubt going through a very diffuclt time hearing about how you are "not sure" of you M w/ him. Try to look at things from his point of view. That is why I asked you, what would you do if he told you he was done? You said the last time you fought him on it and then accepted/agreed to it. To me it sounds like (and I could be wrong) that you want out of your M.
Are you seeing an IC?
I see you found some use my in Rocky post (your sig). It's a good one, yeah?
