NM~ what your feeling is natural. When the business of D comes up it brings bad feelings, but really nothing has changed in your life because you signed the paper.
I don't know if I am explaining myself right. What I am saying is once I knew what was going to happen in my mind we were already divorced because that's how we had been living.
The rest is business so try to keep that in perspective. Your daily life is the same as it was yesterday and you've been through the hardest of the emotional part of this.
I'm not saying that there aren't downer days or moments so feel Blah for a day or so then I know you girl~ you will pull up something sassy and do it!
M:47 M:18 D16, S19 1st S 1/08-5/08 Reconciled/May 7, 2008 Left again Nov 9, 2009 I Filed: Nov 17, 2009 Final: April 14, 2010 EX walked away from kids too