The anger must come...for you to heal. Hard part will be not directing it at H. You may not know this but you have already directed it at yourself.
You still blame yourself for your H's actions.
You still worry about what he thinks about you.
You still are trying to do things that 1) do not upset him and 2) may get him back.
IB - change for YOU.
Maybe today is the day that you will start to feel happy.
FTR, you sound a little down..a little defeated.
Suggestion - well I really want to say a bottle of rum and cigar but I know that's not you so what I will say is this.
Your special just because your you.
You need a break..take one...
You are already strong...stronger than most - you just don't feel it right now cause ya need a break.
Scripture tells us to "look up and know that I am your God".
Look up IB
Love is kind Love is patient Love is long suffering...
My fav...
Love conquers all!
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
