Punkin - I am sorry for the difficulties you've been having. I have felt that same feeling of approaching the place where I am afraid I will not want him ever again. The disgust is starting to rear its ugly head in me. You are doing a great job GAL'ng - you are moving forward and so what if you got emotional - you have a right to your voice. I am still restraining myself because I WILL not engage a sick person in any kind of interaction. Self-protection:) Keep up the good work! IB
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
