I appreciate all of everyone's help and comments. I think I'm approaching the place where I've let go so completely there is no going back. Now, maybe it's me that loves him but is not in love with him anymore. I don't know who he is anymore, and I'm not sure I want to.
Maybe it's just a feeling and it will pass. I don't feel anger, really, just disgust that he can so minimize our entire life together. I can say that I did my best. I tried to get him all the help I was able to get him. I just lost. Plain and simple.
Did finally make it to FaceBook, but I'm a bit slow on the uptake. I don't really remember what to do when I get there, so I'll have my daughter update me.
Another football game tomorrow night. Out of town. Getting into this Gal'ng thing.
