Dude you need to chill awhile. Look at it this way and stop taping, it will kill you. You are watching a really bad drama on TV. Don't get engrossed in it. Just watch it and see how comical it is. My WAW is trying to tell me she wants her life the way it is but the Co and me see something different. Its like she is willing to see her life different instead of making it different. Look carefully and close your ears!