Here's what makes things so hard. I am now a single father raising 4 kids alone. Our current schedule is she has them by herself 1-2 days a week, as do I. The huge dilema is the other 5-6 days she doesnt have them, I do, I daily and ALONE, with a max of 5 hrs sleep, pick them up from separate schools, do homework for all of them, make their dinners, read to them, play with them, try to do choirs, tend to baby, put them all to bed and set out clothes for morning. My wife only has to get kids ready and drop at school then she had one baby. When she moves into her new apt next month, I have to drop my babies of to a babysitter at get home for them to sleep. That's tears me apart, and makes my day even more stressful. She had barely any patenting to do. I'm exhausted and I'm devestated. I have to reinvent myself in order for this woman to love me again, while she disregards my feeling and my deep love for my children. Anothet fight and I'm losing ground. I'm just done today... Heartbroken by it all.
