You know if there was a way for me to move out and stay in the same city, I would be gone. But that's not my reality, so the disruption to my kids and the reality of the move makes me pause.
In my head the decision is made...we need time apart so we can grow. But he said he wanted us to stay so he could be with the kids. He said that he could keep his emotions in check and give me the space I needed so that we could both be there for the kids. When it became to much for him then we would leave, so that's why I'm waiting for him to make a decision.
"I feel like Rocky in the fifteenth round, beaten beyond recognition, when I realize, the only person I've been fighting for is...myself."
