How would you respond if he told you that, Doodie? To walk? That he was done trying?
All 3 times he has said it, my knee-jerk reaction is to fight him and prove why we should keep fighting. Then after the yelling subsides (on both sides), I have agreed. An hour or two passes and then he comes back to say that's not what he wants.
Right now, I'm supposed to be working on myself. And we're not supposed to be working on the M/R. But it doesn't seem to work with us in the same house. How can you be in the same house, eat, sleep and spend every non-working minute together, but NOT work on the M.
I have continued with the MC. I've listened when he wanted to talk, done some 180's in regards to a few of his complaints, but he wants more and I'm not ready to give it. I feel like if I give too much more that I will fall back into the old routine. The more I do for him...the faster I'm losing me
"I feel like Rocky in the fifteenth round, beaten beyond recognition, when I realize, the only person I've been fighting for is...myself."
