Eh, negative? Maybe. I was really optimistic for months, clinging to hope. Now, I see what we have, and I just want more.
Don't get me wrong at all. If my wife really wanted me, was attracted to me, I'd be more than happy to be patient, work as hard as hell to make things work. She's the one I wanted to have kids with, share my life with.
But I won't be anyone's consolation prize in life.
