SoAsh...I hope you do realize that what you did was an affair (sounds like maybe more than one) and not just an "emotional betrayal". Its called an emotional affair. However, in your case, I would actually also call it a physical affair because of skype.
In my situation, I had many sexual "friends" even though we didn't have intercourse, we did have verbal/written/phone sex and similar. When I was "you", I also wanted to avoid the word affair.
As part of my growth and healing, I had to learn the cold hard truth - everything I did was an affair, either emotional or physical or both.
I'm sorry to seem to rub salt in, but you do need to fully understand this. You can't hide from the ugliness. You'll never really get past it if you think you can call it just an emotional betrayal. You have to get into yourself and find out why you had AFFAIRS and face that mirror and find out who you are.
