Setting myself free from a relationship that doesn't, and hasn't (for years) met my needs.
When I was young (teens and 20s) I would always find myself attracted to unavailable women. I mean, women who were involved, women out of my league. Yeah, read into that as you should, it's a pretty common thing for people with low self esteem. When I met my wife, I was confident as hell that she'd go out with me. I was persistent as can be, and eventually she gave me a chance. She was smart, sexy, funny, and everything I dreamt of in a wife. Felt like I was normal.
Hell, I have no idea where I was going with that...
Now I feel like staying in a loveless marriage, on the vaguest of vague hopes that time will wear her down, that she'll just have to fall back in love with me is more of that low self-esteem behaviour I used to do.
