She's trying to reconnect. Trying damn hard. Trying as best as she can, but it's not working because she's not attracted to me.
She had to be attracted to you to marry you, right?
She could be trying to hard to "force" the feeling.
As we all know here, you can't force feelings.
I'll tell you this, being a great dad is attractive.
Take it one day at a time. Continue to look for aptmts. Let her "miss" you. then things will change.
Bomb 8/09. Brief piecing 12/10. D-2/12 Two incredible kids D9,S6 Leading new life! “Success is not to be pursued; it is to be attracted by the person we become."