Wii, that's some good stuff! I appreciate it. You're right, this is life and I'm not complaining or being sad over what happened. I'm over that part already, I'm over STBXW too but the feeling that there should be more to life is what I'm sensing and I have no answer or cure for it. I sometimes say to myself I should do this or that but I find no real purpose or motivation to do it. I'd rather go back to my comfortable routine that I have around my life. Yet the comfortness bugs me as if I shouldn't be so comfortable in my life. Hard to explain other than the restlessness sometimes. And yes the latest has been a few months but some will say I've been at this for far too long.

CTH, the only way I can have your kind of energy is...if I took valium, viagra and rogaine together.

Sol, I don't have a date yet- are you buying drinks? wink You know what they say divorce is like passing a kidney stone. It hurts like hell, takes what seems forever to pass and results in an enormous bill.


Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6
Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks
Aug 2006, left again
Apr 2007, filed for divorce
Dec 2007, reunited
Mar 2010, moved out, filed again