wii, I've done that too...driving home from work trying to keep the tears from coming out and trying to make sure no one sees you. At times it felt overwhelming and I too turned to God and said similar stuff as you, nothing instant really happened for me. Except one time I did feel something lift and it accompanied by a loud thunderous noise. I was like SH!T! what was that? That's when I realized I ran over some poor critter on the road grin

Seriously, like kat said you never know who your story might have helped that evening. I can say it helped me to read it because I could relate...I was there too, I felt overwhelmed like you too. As I've said before it really is a miracle we can remain fully functional after all this and sometimes even become a better person.

You're a good dad and an all around good man.


Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6
Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks
Aug 2006, left again
Apr 2007, filed for divorce
Dec 2007, reunited
Mar 2010, moved out, filed again