starting a new thread since the last one was way past the limit anyways.
so for those familiar with my sitch...i've been mia for the last few months and here is what happened internally:
went on my trip (july)...had a spiritual renewal. like changed wholeheartedly from the inside. internalized that God is truly in charge of things and brings us what's best.
came back a new woman...new perspective...instead of being backseat driver, sitting back while God is behind the wheel (i mean my energy expended wasn't really doing anything).
let go of sooooooo much. reflected on the lessons so far that i had to learn...patience, letting go of control, being grateful for what i do have. and boy did i realize that i have SO much to be grateful for.
learned the meaning of detachment to the fullest. i no longer try to control/scheme. haven't even talked about my issues in so long (which is why i haven't been on the boards either)
