I still see a lot of unanswered questions about you, and a lot of focus on your Marriage.
I see a lot of your interactions are focused on hoping she will "see the light" and come running home to you.
This time is yours, not to waste, pining away at would/could be.
This is a gift to you, and one day you may see that.
The first time I told anyone here that, they wanted to reach through the monitor and choke me, I am sure of that. In time, and I'm sure they will concur.....It really has been.
They just needed to be ready to hear it....
Start with answering the questions that have been asked to you on this thread, and let the real work begin....
You marriage may become new again down the road...no earthly person can give you that answer....
Your answers come from within you, and in time ?
They won't matter as much....at least as much as asking the right questions will....
How much of you are you willing to find ?
Today is a good day to start , as good as any other....
